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December 23rd, 2006

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12:21 pm - friends are forever

I really miss you all.  I feel like a part of me is gone.  When ever I am alone thinking about the past I always seem to go to high school.  Many people say its one of the best times of your life and it really wasnt but I can say that my friends were amazing.  I hate that we all had to grow up and move on but beacuse those times were so good.  I miss being home and having some one come randomly pick me up and go hang out somewhere or spending all night in the park or even just hanging out in the auditorium.  I dont want those to be just memories.  It has been such a long time and we all are leading very different lives now but it would be nice to go back for just a small while.  I'm not trying to be unrealistic beacuase I know some of us are no longer friends and some of us would like to leave those times behind but it would be very nice to go back to a time where we had our closest friends right around us.  I dont want a fake sort of "lets catch up" thing if we dont all want to.  I know high school (for many many reasons) was not the best  time for any of us but I would like to thing that you all valued our friendships as much as I do.  Seeing as how this is over a year a half since I graduated and over two and half years since some of you graduated I know I'm not the best at keeping in touch but I do believe it is never too late. I just really really dont want some other horrible thing to bring us all together again.  It all too many times seems to be that way.  So if you  all want to get together some time (while I'm still in town ) let me know.

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Current Mood: contemplativecontemplative
Current Music: sound of music soundtrack

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Date:December 29th, 2006 12:03 am (UTC)
OMG it's nadia!

Hello. I live in Jacksonville now. I miss everyone, too. I never see any of the high school crew anymore, except Tyler and Mariel, although I sporadically hear from some of the others through Myspace.

I miss the homecoming crew, and the playground, and the parties, and Steak & Shake after the games. Getting people together all at the same time is next to impossible, though, especially since a lot of us have made a conscious decision to go our separate ways, or have just run out of things to say to one another. That, and things will never be the same... there will always be one voice that is never heard, one person who can never be there... an absence hanging in the air through every silence.

But I agree... it would suck if we only ever saw each other when shitty things happen. We should get crazy and do something together... although it will be really really difficult to work around school/work schedules... i'm sure it's possible.

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