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January 8th, 2005

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10:39 am - with love your Natalie....

Once again I am sitting at home  alone on the weekend .  I believe I have taken not having a life to an all time low.  Of course once again I have put my trust in a guy and have yet again been disapointed.  As if  my home  life isnt bad enough my school social and everything else seems to be going wrong.  Why does my life seem to be so depressing?  It isnt even like I have anyone I can really talk to about any of this because most if not all of them already have someone to talk to.  So what do I do?  I sit at home all alone watching Love Actually and Ever After wishing I could have something like that.  Having a boyfriend (eventhough it isnt needed) is a VERY  nice feeling most of the time but its not like I really want a boyfriend persay I just want someone I can cuddle with.  We as human beings need human contact and yeah I have friends I can talk to and hug but its not the same at all. When you are with someone you feel special and important but its diferent then the kind you get from family and friends and such.  I am not about to go looking for someone because whenever I look I end up horribly disapointed.  Well thats just the story of my life.

Current Mood: lonelylonely
Current Music: all I want for Christmas

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Date:January 8th, 2005 11:06 am (UTC)
I feel ya, sister.

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